I live for your laugh,
live for the radiant light in your eyes.
Live for your arm being brushed against mine ;
and running with you into the sunshine.

So today was okay...(:
I was at church in my room with Daniel and Emmanuel.
Then Chase comes in saying,
"Hey everybody, and, Nicole." Then he smiled at me.
Daniel whistled.
xD
Then they had a lego throwing competition.
._.
Later he left for his class, but not before quickly hugging me.
<3
Later, in our other class,
he tried to sit next to me but the pastor made him move...
because he was a "helper."
Asjlfsdadkf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As we were coming inside from a short outside break,
we were walking down the hall together.
Then I jumped on his back and we ran back into the room.
Then he sat me down on the stage and hugged me again,
but we had to sit down):
Although I'm sad because he's going to be gone until Friday,
and he can't text.
Unless his "older" camp allows them to use their phones no matter what.
I'm gonna misssss hiiimmmm )':
Oh well...
I'm in a good mood though, because it's raining.
Oh aohfsghslfjkh , it stopped.
DAMN IT ALL!
err ._.
Toodles ♥

You da illest.
(Ba ba da da bo)
& for your lovin' imma die-hard like Bruce Willis.
(Ba ba da da bo)
You got spark, you got spunk.
You got somethin' all the girls want.
You're like a candy store,
& I'm a toddler.
Got me wantin' more of...
Your love, your love (ey ey) -Nicki Minaj.

I don't really like Nicki, but it's a cute song(:

It's been two days lol :DD
I love waking up with texts from Chase >:D
My brother and his girlfriend's two month anniversary is tomorrow...
and the 26th would have been me and Jordan's...
I miss him.
Not like that but...
we haven't talked for a month.
I hope he doesn't hate me):
Sure, the only person I NEED is Chase.
& Megan...
& Dylan
& Monica...
Okay you get the picture.
But Jordan and I need to be FRIENDS.
I don't like people ignoring me D:<
Especially people I care about.
He might not care, but I do.
I'm a caring person!
*Rips hair out*
._.
*Cough*
*Cricket*
*Kicks wall*
My poor wall is all dented from when I get pissed(:
Hehe ♥
Ooooooh I'm excited for tomorrow(:
PARTAY AT MEGAN'S !!!
Unce unce unce unce unce unce...
>:D
MUAHAHA.
Oh god.
Too hyper.
*Bounces in seat*
Shit I dropped my phone ):
*Slouch*
BUT I GOT A TEXT FROM CHASE!
*Dance*
Mhmkay, BAI!

Well, my friend Megan told me to do this with her...
we'd write about our perfect worlds.
So...
here goes nothing...

In my perfect world...
There would be no haters.
No one to glare at you while you're walking down the hallway.
No one to whisper about you behind their hands.

In my perfect world...
Megan would be with Jarrett.
Autumn would be with Matthew.
Monica would be with Mikeyy ):
Ashlie would be with Isaiah.
Chila would be with Cameron.
Ashley would be with Justin Bieber♥
Katie would be with Jordan.
Paula would be with Nick.
Rose would be with Kyle (:
And I'd be with Chase.
There would be no drama, no pain in those relationships.

In my perfect world...
There would be no war.
Troops wouldn't be afraid to hear the words 'Iraq' or 'Afghanistan.'
We'd all live in peace.
There would be no pain.
If only.

In my perfect world...
No one would be afraid to be themselves.
There would be no...
"Oh god, she's emo."
or
"Ew, what the hell is he wearing?"
We could be ourselves without judgement.

In my perfect world...
Love wouldn't hurt.
It would be the healer.

In my perfect world...
There would be an obvious sign as to who you should be with.
As opposed to having to go through trial and error.
Instead of having to be hurt over. and over.

In my perfect world...
love wouldn't seem fake.

Yep.
that's about it.

Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder.

We all have that person.
Who we'll always care about.
Someone who will always be in our lives.
You know you can't live without them,
even if they drive you crazy sometimes.
You love them to death.
You're happy when they are.
And you feel their pain when they're sad.
You're connected in a way that just doesn't make sense.
You have no idea WHY they mean so much to you...
but at that point in your life...
you really don't CARE.
Because they make you...you.
Your life wouldn't be the same.
And I know I'm rambling but...
You know how I do ;D
Mhmkay, kthxbai :D

July 21st 2010 @ Approximately 10:00 PM...
my life became perfect ♥
Chase. Nicholas. Evans ;
asked me ;
Nicole. Ivana. Starecheski ;
to be his girlfriend.
Perfect?
Yes.
Happy I waited SOO long?
Totally :D
I dropped my phone and I felt my heart race.
I'm so totally in complete and utter shock.
And the picture he had of Sarah?
Ripped it to shreds.
He even sent me a picture of it {:
Muahaha >:D
He seemed so happy,
and I KNOW I'm completely happy also ♥
I just don't want to mess it up.
Been crazy for him for 6 years,
and F I N A L L Y
he's mine ♥
All...mine...
Nicole Ivana Evans.
Hmmm...
xD jkjk ;D
So, just wanted to blog my happiness.
Night piczo(: